Very Angry and Hurt!!

 I have been in a cross stitch group for a very long time, i have loved this designers charts for many years. And today i get an email from her saying i have been kicked out of her group cause of heresay and she didn't even bother to ask me about it she just kicked me out.
I have sent her 3 emails which she hasnt replyed too :(
It's unfair that designers do this.
Why the hell would i want to share there charts.
I don't even share and would never ever share.
Shame the people that do the charts never get listened too